She told me before she paid for her servants in travelling. She was rather nervous tonight – I see now it will be better to go less often. She asked when I should go again – to promise – as if a makeup – I think there is some humbug. I said I should not go to the ball – she said I would be a great embarrass for dress. I saw tonight all sides were getting tired – one should not stay too long or see too much of them – I think of going again about Saturday! I should be sorry to be shut up with her for life.
[A-] low, perhaps in consequence of the dullness chez Princess R[adzivill]. Poor A-, how terrible it is – my only plan is to take the least notice possible.