A- quite wrong, would not speak. I supposed at my sitting up last night I made an effort to get her to speak – asked what was the matter – said I should not sit up and do as I did for nothing. I wanted comfort – she ought to give it. Her not speaking was not kind. All in vain so I came to my room. What comfort shall I ever have in her? My affairs are bad enough, but I will look thoroughly into them. Pray to god for help and comfort such as in no human being can offer and then when I have got all straight, I will be off to Montpellier?
A- had written quite a rigmarole – wrote her quite another and shorter notice of the thing and to inform him his letters were now in her possession.